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[28 Mar 2005|07:59pm] |
dear summer,
please come soon,
i miss you.
love,
lauren
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[19 Mar 2005|06:29pm] |
i hate being grounded for the simple fact that i suck at math.
and i can't do anything until my 56 is atleast a 70.
so, who wants to have a study party?
iloveyouallandstuff.
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[01 Mar 2005|08:27pm] |
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Honestly, I wish I had a more understanding heart. Because I don't understand how anyone could deny God, and deny that He is real. All signs point to him, all the good in my life comes from God. Just tell me one thing that gives you hope. God, He gives me hope. What do you have that is forever? God is forever. God will never lie to you, he is the truth. It upsets me so much to see people without him, because they are so unhappy. And I was too, before I knew God. No, my life isn't perfect, things go wrong all the time. But in the end I have God to run to and He is there with open arms. What are you running to? Who do you have that has ALWAYS been there and always will be. Just answer those questions for me, and THEN tell me that God isn't real.
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[14 Feb 2005|09:43pm] |
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God is AMAZING. I can never begin to tell you all of the wonderful things He has done in my life. And if I were without Him, I would be nothing. He has blessed me so much, maybe even too much. I could not ask him for more. With him there is not space in my heart that is left unfilled. He has filled each and every part of me. God has given me this life for a reason, and that is to serve him. Lately I have found myself going along with what it is that I want to do. And today I put an end to that. I put ALL of my trust into him, ALL of my life. My friends, my family, my heart. God is my number one priority, He is my number one. Thank you God for everything. I especially thank you for Madison and Natalie. You have blessed me entirely too much with two of the very best friends in the world. And thank you for my family, I am in love with them. I pray that all of you can one day know this love that I have. It is so genuine and comforting. I am noone without Him.
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[24 Jan 2005|07:13pm] |
so, guess who is going to the bright eyes show next tuesday?
yeah. that is right. ME. AND MADISONNNN.
WHAT WHATTTTT.
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[16 Jan 2005|10:37pm] |
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my name is lauren nicole luscre. i have trouble creating conversation. if you don't know me i seem shy. i am a christian. i honestly cannot picture my life without my GOD. i don't express my feelings well at all. i moved during the summer and i still am getting use to my new house. i like going to the beach but i hate swimming in the ocean. the person who created starbucks is my hero. i don't really care what people think about me, but i like people's opinions. i am scared for weeks after seeing scary movies but i still insist on seeing them. i really want to be a journalist and a photographer when i get out of college. i like to think that nothing is impossible, but i know that things are out of reach. i want to live in new york more than anything else. i say like, amazing and totally a lot. i bruise easily. i wish i was tan. i use to think you could not fall in love when you are in highschool, but that is wrong. you can fall in love anytime. and i wish i was. i cryed when i watched cadet kelly on the disney channel. music is my "release". i believe God has a plan for me, one much bigger than i could ever dream of. i think everyone has some good in them, you just have to spend time looking. i joke around a lot, it often gets me in trouble. i would not change a thing in my life. i wish i could tell you how i feel, but it is something i myself cannot even explain. all of my friends are so different, and i love them all. i wish people didn't grow apart. i wish things didn't change. but i am thankful for change. most of the time i don't make a lot of sense to other people. i could never hate anyone. i have a very forgiving heart, whether you think that is crazy or not. i could never be on a show like laguna beach or something because drama is just not for me. i don't make big deals out of things. i have a lot of weaknesses, but i also have a lot of strengths. i am in love with life.
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[01 Jan 2005|07:00pm] |
Resolution is defined as a course of action determined or decided on. That is true, but I wonder how many people really put their resolutions into an action. So many of us say we are going to change something, but we never get to it. We use so many excuses. I can honestly say I have done that on a number of occasions. This year I am vowing to change that. No more am I going to state promises that I do not intend to keep. I am done with that. Will you do the same? Will you honestly take into action the resolutions that you say you are going to do? Anyone can say they will do something, but it takes a strong person to actually do it.
I am going to be a nicer daughter, sister, and friend.
I am going to stop worrying about tomorrow, and focus on today.
I am going to attempt to join the school newspaper my sophmore year.
I am going to be a better christian.
I am going to take a stand for God in my school and generally just my life.
I am going to focus more on God.
What are your resolutions?
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[28 Dec 2004|07:00pm] |
You know I won't mind if
you monopolize all my time.
I won't say a thing at all.
I won't say a word, no.
I don't even know how I feel. That's scary.
However it is that I feel, I don't like feeling this way.
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[25 Dec 2004|09:46pm] |
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MERRY CHRISTMAS!
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[23 Dec 2004|02:04pm] |
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TOMORROW IS CHRISTMAS EVE!!!!!!!!
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[17 Dec 2004|03:58pm] |
I declare today my ALMOST birthday.
Natalie is sitting by me like right now. OMG.
Madison got me balloons today. I love her. Times like 145482000.
UM. ICESKATING TONIGHT. Heck to the yeah.
i loooooove youu. heh.
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[15 Dec 2004|06:36pm] |
Friday is going to be the BIZZZZOMB times 11454875100.
Thank you GOD for my friends.
I could not ask for more.
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[06 Dec 2004|05:59am] |
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It's beginning to look a lot like Christmassss.
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[25 Nov 2004|09:29am] |
Today is Thanksgiving and what is a better way to celebrate Thanksgiving than by telling you what I am thankful for. This may take a while, on account that I have many things to be thankful for.
GOD
family
friends
tofu
hair spray
coffee
chai
rasberry pie
leg warmers
rooney
bed
organic chocolate
notes from madison
when natalie lets me borrow her clothes
green bean casserole
microphones
subway
the getupkids
copeland
clocks
CONOR OBERST
maps
cameras
the polar express
christmas music
rilo kiley
the strokes
saves the day
hair clips
dr. phil
dumb boys
beaches
red bull
frosted shredded mini wheats
thrift stores
SCREAMING HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS WITH MADISON!
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[16 Nov 2004|08:12pm] |
It is incredible how one single event can change how you think for the rest of your life. The other day I was just sitting in my room wondering where that brave little girl I used to be went. And the truth is I have never been brave. In all reality, I am scared of so many things. I am scared of death, I am scared of people, I am scared of the world. There are so many things that frighten me, and for the past 13 years I have let myself think that nothing could ever scare me. But that isn't true. I was so afraid to let people know what I was scared of because that gave them so many open chances to hurt me. Honestly though, I think you become brave when you realize that there are going to be things that you are afraid of. I think you become a hero when you start to see that you aren't the strongest, but that doesn't mean anyone is better than you. You become infinite when you realize that there indeed are boundaries, but you are the one who sets the limits.
Just a thought.
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[08 Nov 2004|06:11pm] |
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So. It was hot today. I didn't understand. I want it to be Christmas, I am really in the Christmas-y mood. I hear all this Christmas music and it is crazy, because it is more than a month away. My birthday is soon. I am happy. Everyone has a boyfriend or girlfriend. I think that is crazy. Who is boyfriendless? Lauren is. Who has been boyfriendless for about a baziliion quadrillion years? Lauren has. Yeah. I don't currr. I played baseball today with 6 year old little kids. And I sucked. They totally beat me to the ground. Me and Madison do this thing at 1 o' clock everyday where we pray for one specific person. I really like it. It was a good idea. WEDNESDAY I AM GOING TO THE COPELAND CONCERT. Heck yes. That makes me cooler than like a million of other people. I am going with Madison and we are totally gonna' PIMP IT OUT. All up in your grizzzllle. Ha. Madison is such an amazing person, I am glad me and her are friends. My brother and his college friends are kicking me out this weekend so they can have a stupid meeting. My mom and dad told me..quote on quote.."Invite myself over to someone's house." So, if you are lucky I will be inviting myself over to your house Friday and Saturday. Yeah. Or you could just invite me yourself? Ha. Well, lets hang out this weekend. Anyone. I am so totally fun.
Love<3
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[05 Nov 2004|10:27pm] |
I could never even begin to tell you what God has done in my life. It is like as soon as he came into my life, everything changed. I know God has changed many of you, and for that I am glad. But I also know many of you have not come to know Him. My heart breaks for you all, because I could never imagine a life without Christ. Sure, it may be more "fun" or "cool" to you, but believe me when I say, I am so much more happier with the life I am living now. I feel so selfish if I were to just not share my love for Christ with you all. I feel as if I am keeping the most wonderful treasure in the world all to myself. I want you to know, that if anybody ever needs me, I am here. If you want to know God, please, please, please talk to me. I would love to talk to you more about this, it doesn't matter when or where. I am not perfect and I realize that a lot of the time I make mistakes. I apologize for anything I have ever said to anybody to hurt you or make you feel as if I didn't care. I care so much about you all, and I love you all very much. I am sorry if I offended anyone, but this is what I was made to do. Share the love of the one who created me. After all, Jesus died for me..the least I could do was tell you all about Him.
"Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are those who mourn for they shall be comforted. Blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the earth. Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called the children of God." (Matthew 5: 3-9)
"For God so loved the world that he gave his only son, that whosoever believes in him shall not perish but have everlasting life." (John 3:16)
"Whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is commendable-dwell on these things." (Philipians 4:8)
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[03 Nov 2004|07:17pm] |
I
love
Jesus.
So in your face.
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[22 Oct 2004|10:40pm] |
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Tonight was full of incredible bands, amazing people, and deathly moshing.
I can't even hear myself speak, but it doesn't matter. Tonight was totally worth it.
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[11 Oct 2004|04:30pm] |
I was talking to my mom. She asked me if I care that my "best friend" doesn't like me now. I said no. Because in all reality, I don't care. After all..why should I. I have some of the best friends in the whole world. "Your true friends will always stick by your side," that has proved to be nothing less than true. I can't be bitter. I could never hate anyone. You call it a good person, I call it a pain. My parents told me that I should start eating meat again, I told them I can live off of water and sunshine. Good move. I lost my Cat in the Hat DVD and I swear I am going to die. I watched the Grinch that stole Christmas three times in a row on Friday. I don't know why. I wish more leaves would fall so I could laugh at everyone who has a load of trees in their yard since I only have two trees. They aren't even trees, they are like branches. My birthday is December 18th and that is not that far away. I am turning 14. Yeah I am just turning 14 and I am in the frickin' 9th grade. Shutup.
I got my mural up on my wall. It is ok looking. You just have to look past all the imperfections. All 7268300 of them.
Brooke and Lisa came over Sunday. We got into Ci Ci's free. We sang songs in the car and danced like idiots.
kbye.
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